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My Wishlist for my Bday :)

2011-11-18T19:24:00.001+08:00

Sudden Thought

2011-11-18T11:50:00.001+08:00

Life isn't what u want , is how u want.

New Try on Blog Apps

2011-11-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

Haha. Now I can post my blog thru Apps. I know this App is out long ago but it's didn't come across my mind to update la. Good night. Gg to slp. Tml working at tpy with Amanda again. And bubble tea , here I come. Love u.

2011-11-17T13:12:00.001+08:00

2011-11-17T13:09:00.000+08:00

The Mascara Elisa bought me! <3

Tired Day at Tpy

2011-11-16T17:35:00.004+08:00

16 NOv 2011
Extreme day. Working at Toa Payoh isn't a easy task. Handling elderly asking u weird qns. Haiis. Tired. And little Aaden down with fever , gotta work and worry abt him at the same time. This is was a working Mom suffers compare to those moms who took care of their own babies. At least u get to see your babies for 24hrs. Thou they drain your energy but it's really nice growing up with them.

Anyway , its really nice working with my female colleagues again.. at least can gossip gossip ma.. haha.. Elisa bought me Maybelline Mascara & Amanda treat me eat dinner leh.. so good.. haha.. so the problem i mention above.. haiis.. sub sub water la.. (dont understand go check with others LOLOL!)

Long Gap!

2011-11-14T14:15:00.005+08:00

Hi there.. Long time no see.. gotta tell u people who just happen to blogwalk over.. This is my complaint place.. so if u not happy with my complaints , pls fcuking click on your stupid mouse and fcuk off.. haha.. enjoy.. :)

1st complaint :
im a salesperson and i seriously have a certain level of patience but not to those aunties & uncles. i will certainly ans whatever u cannot understand but dont fcuking ask stupid qns.

example :
"why so expensive ar?!" (because its not cheap , stupid)
"why this "thing" cannot use ar?!" (ask u la , u're the user wad!)
"how come will spoil ar?!" (nabei , ask u la.. how u use one?)
"how come no stock?!" (STUPID LA. SELL ALL DEN NO STOCK LA)
all those whys! knn! i fcuking hate them la.. ccb!
nabei. how to ans? i will just smile. and DONT U FCUKING ASK SOMEMORE!

2nd complaint :
My father.. He just simply loves to smoke at home where my lil baby is.. told him nicely more than i can count but he stills repeat the same thing.. yes im a smoker too but i can resist for smoking in the house.. haiis.. my husband even install those fan to "blow" out the smoke in the toilet so that if my father wants to smoke can do it in the toilet but still he smokes in the living room and kitchen.. Can i scold him? if i do , i will be labelled! teach me wad to do!

im done complaining , guess i hav more tml.. LOLOL!! :)

Baby Darling Photos

2011-11-14T14:11:00.003+08:00

12052011

2011-05-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

Last night Kerlyn kena released.. LOL
So we met up and went for chitchat session..
Picked her up at busstop and head to Mac..
Waited for Sop & Bf , comes Kaman..
Doreen & Huiling called us later on
& so they came too..

continue to abt 1am , chg place to my blk void deck..
Tired and smelly , i went home to slp..
There goes my chitchat night session..
Really enjoyed with my girls..
They are part of my life..
If one day they were to leave me....
(i cant imagine...) :(

And 1 more thing..
That hubby of mine..
He can be really gd at times..
but can be damn fcuked up too..
Baby baobei was crying..
He wet-ed his till shirt also kena..
of cos wake up crying..
so hubby ORDERED me to go fetch his clothes..
okay , nvm , i go.. since he's taking care of him..
I hav to suck my thumb and jus go..
becos Aaden cryed so loudly ,
hubby actually wanted to slap him on his thigh..
Of cos i stop him la..
baby want to slp but clothing wet wet..
all he do is jus crying ma..
beat him for wad, crazy old man..
__
till this morning , he sms-ed me asking me to take cab
as its raining quite heavily..
i didnt reply ,
thinking if i were to take cab is also my own problem..
Not for him to tell or ask..
Cold war.. Here I start..
U asked for it..
Dont always think that u could give me a fuck
next day come talk to me and i will get it over..
Dont take me for granted..

11052011

2011-05-11T13:12:00.002+08:00

weather is FREAKING HOT!
im melting..
When God close the door to u , He will open another window.
Should change to :
When God off the aircon , He will on the fan for u..
Wahaha.

Today nth special la..
Only Doreen called ard 1115 loh..
Asking me abt Sam Galaxy Tab sign line..
Lol.. She want leh.. OMG..
asked her nt too big meh..
she said she liked the Flash player and able to watch movie..
:)

2011-05-10T13:11:00.003+08:00

10052011

2011-05-10T12:10:00.003+08:00

Happy Bday to my twiny Doreen Tan..
Last night we (kerlyn&me) planned a surprise bday SIMPLE celebration for her..
She cried.. i donno why.. maybe touched bah.. LOL..

HOW THE PLANNING STARTED :
(it was a super last min thingy)
was talking on phone with kerlyn @ 7pm plus..
she reminded me to msg Doreen and wish her.
(i nearly forgotten, sorry twiny)
"so why nt lets plan a surprise for her?"
i started to mass msg everyone..

we meet up @ Hougang mac @ 10pm..
this si renyi "talkbox" me rubbish..
here is our following conversation :
RY: yoyoyo!
RY: long time no see!
SL: ni chi tai bao ar?! ni zai na li?!
RY: wo zai mac la.. wo bio ni men bio hen jiu liao leh!

actually he's in mac liao.. but hiding inside "bio-ing" sufei & me! LOL
den comes clarence , xueni , ahshun , frankie & co..
FINALLY THE MAIN CHARACTER OF THE NIGHT!
DOREEN TAN YILING!!!
but nt everyone is here.. so we "hold" our plan..
(waiting for kerlyn ng to come la..)
was chatting , laughing and playing away..
the min kerlyn came , i asked her whether wanna go toilet anot..
we went to the counter to get our cake (perviously as sufei put de)
hid at a corner to get ready..
went out where DOREEN was sitting eating her fries happily away..
we den hid behing a wall whereby she cant see us..
light up the cake and sang LOUDLY..
"HAPPY BDAY TO U, HAPPY BDAY TO U, HAPPY BDAY TO DOREEN!
HAPPY BDAY TO U!"

i really hope she liked it as we missed out her PH celebration!

PS:
rmb no matter wad happen ,
im stepped in your life and left my deep deep footprints.......

2010-10-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

2010-10-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

4th sept 2010

brought little Aaden to his Aunt Anna hse
mummy gotta prepare for work
miss him so much

but the plan of Aunt Anna taking care
has chg to Grandma Jasmine to take over
becos Aunt Anna cant handle as she has her 3kids to takecare of

actually is better as mummy will get to see him everyday
hope everything will nt chg last min.
mummy's really happy abt the new plan!

which mother doesnt wish to get to see her son everyday?

2010-09-28T15:56:00.003+08:00

28TH SEPT 2010

at sengkang's house with baby aaden
my mother(inlaw) went out
im so freaking busy nowadays
all my time goes to bb aaden

nt enuff time at all.
every 2-3hrs gt to feed
chg diapers
coax him to slp

mummies are the most noble living thing on earth

2010-09-28T15:45:00.006+08:00

2010-09-28T15:42:00.001+08:00

NAME: BABY AADEN TERN EE TENG
FIRST CRY: 13TH AUGUST 2010

WEIGHT: 2975GRAMS

HEIGHT: 48CM

2010-07-17T21:42:00.001+08:00

I'm back~ and im only out for 2hrs.

went to orchard with doreen , sufei and kaman.

haiis.. very sad.. i was told by wanqing.

she scold me that why am i still gg out.

haiis.. i very sian ma.. den everyday at hm..

go out walk walk nia..

i stay at hme watch tv , surf net and slp..

i miss my hubby so much..

if i don go out den wad can i do??

HELP ME!~

2010-07-17T13:16:00.003+08:00

Last night mummy slept in my rm.

I slept soundly all whole night.

so nice. mayb i jus want someone to accompany me lahs.

PLANNING FOR MY SATURDAY.

.waiting for darling qien to wake up.

.waiting for kaman's aircon man.

.meet both of them go orchard SHOPPING!

That will do my day.

cant wait to enjoy my day with them!

2010-07-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today i went to MAMA's hse (mother-in-law)

Alan came to fetch me there ard 6pm.

Ate dinner , chat chit and Daddy came to pick me up!

Thats my day.

Saw my friends' posts that Jackson had passed away.

I don rmb who he is but i knew he's their best friend.

And it really shocked me how easy can death do us apart.

If one day i passed away , will i be rmb??

2010-07-16T04:58:00.003+08:00

DATE : 16TH JULY 2010

TIME : 4:58AM

REASON : INSOMNIA

I was asleep. but i kept dreaming.

about wad? i donno.

when i woke up , its gone.

the feeling sucks. without him.

im so used to touch him whenever i woke up from a dream.

last few nights.... i felt so empty...

i was thinking , wad if one day ,

WAD IF....

he doesnt wants to come back anymore...

he doesnt wants aaden and me anymore...

he's gone for good...

wad would i do? how would i do?

i cried.. so badly..

I felt so stupid this few days.

I felt so lonely. yet i hav to tell everyone im fine.

becos its just my husband gg on a business trip

and he will be back next week.

but i couldnt help feeling empty , stupid or even i donno...

i jus want him to be back

to be by our side..

hugging us to slp.. like usual..

why does he have to travel?..

why does he have to leave baby and me alone?...

it is becos im pregnant that i felt this way?

NO! EVEN IF IM NOT CARRY AADEN.

I HATE HIM LEAVING ME ALONE.

I love being pampered by him.

I love how he's unable to leave me alone.

even to walk home alone from the parking lot.

He said "its dangerous! i wanna walk with u!"

(it sounds he doesnt wanna walk alone instead! but its nice)

I MISS ACE JOHNSON TERN SO MUCH

I KEEP "TEARING"

BABY , I WANT U!

I CANNOT WAIT TILL NEXT WEEK!

I FELT SO WEAK NOW! PLS!

BE BACK WITH US!

2010-07-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

14 July 2010 went to orchard with Doreen.

She's bringing Qien back to her brother (yishun)

and i bought myself a "Charles & Keith" walllet.

$29.90 great deal! LOL!

2010-07-15T00:42:00.003+08:00

Before marriage : FUCK OFF! don wanna see your face!

After marriage : discuss wads wrong in a very gd manner!

this is how marriage chg my life and attitude towards my hubby!

in the past , i took him for granted ,

yet again he embrace me with all his love.

im a "F-graded" wife.

i donno how to do housechores (nt even my own laundry)
I FLUSH WHEN I COULDNT TAKE THE SMELL!! LOL!
(only to my own toilet, outside i still flushes!)
i can leave my dishes till they smell
i dont do my bed

Baby Johnson , im sorry being such a lousy wife..

but i really not used to doing all these.

even since we're married

u're the one doing it and i really appreciated it.

i love you and i promise to love u forever.

i will grow up and be your gd wife/mummy too.

2010-07-14T12:34:00.007+08:00

last night was a torture.

i couldnt slp. and when i finally fall aslp,

i gt to wake up and take my medication,
and all the way till 630am

then i could go back to my "la la land"

my mummy's down with flu,
poor thing. but there's always a gd & bad
bad thing is, of cos, my mummy is sick
gd thing is, sorry being so bad, that at least there's someone at hme with me.
arbo i will really go crazy..

hubby's is away for his business trip
and will only be back on 24th july.
it sucks to slp without him.
im so used to "smelling" him. :P
he will always "pat" me to slp like a small baby.
or mayb baby aaden wants his daddy to do it.
hubby always said im just like his another baby.
becos whenever he doesnt do things my way,
i wil just go "tearing", not sobbing!
and he goes "wa, wad am i suppose to do now?!" LOL

2010-07-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

2010-07-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

2010-07-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

This is a new Sindy Lai

She's married to Johnson Tern on 5th April 2010

She's pregnant with baby Aaden

and is due on 27th Aug 2010

Yes, Shotgun! LOL!

I'm on maternity leave and have plenty of time updating this "rotting" blog

as u can see , i hav deleted all my old posts becos i want to start afresh.

with my hubby johnson and baby aaden

Past should be erase becos my hubby told me

"Love is to look forward to live tgt and forgets the past"

i was super touch. becos in the past , i hurt my darling hubby so much

yet he still forgives me and loves me more than before.

Darling baby , i promise to love you more each day and nv it will lessen.

pictures?! opps.. its all in my hubby laptop..

he just went to China for business trip and will only be back on 24th july.

so meanwhile , just words.. LOL..